♥ littleoddcow : effynius

It is emptiness. It is nothingness. No one just has it. You suffer from it. Your whole body crumbles and falls apart, lost anything that had been holding it together. That raw fragility. The smallest disruption in life, in head, or in the world, could send everything spiraling downwards. And it can. You anticipate the bad times, because you know the good times are just fooling you. They are filled with fear