Lousy clip, lousy image, lousy recording, lousy voice, lousy mistakes, lousy everything. Well, I was bored. XD

Singer 莫文蔚
Song 忽然之间

Your whole body crumbles and falls apart, lost anything that had been holding it together. That raw fragility. The smallest disruption in life, in head, or in the world, could send everything spiraling downwards. And it can.

You anticipate the bad times, because you know the good times are just fooling you. They are filled with fear and anxiety with thoughts on the possibility of having everything crashing down again. You await the next breakdown. Happiness becomes a foreign feeling you will not let yourself experience. You become numb. You speak without words, you scream without a voice.

It could be much easier when you can see an end to it all, but its almost always near impossible to. It strips you of any hope you used to have. And without hope, there is no reason to fight. You want to give up.

And perhaps, any feeling is better than none at all.